It's a small scary world

You say you care, but don’t show it.

Somewhere between “fuck you” and “text me back.”

I always feel that I’m wrong when I’m with you. I feel so inadequate when I’m with you, yet I still want to fix this. Please prove me wrong.

You know I have self esteem issues and you still talk about other guys. Nothing less than heart broken.

I’m done with you.

I over heard my mom and dad arguing about me. My dad kept saying how I’m not going anywhere in life. How I’m lazy and he can’t believe I’m his son. But what really got me is that he called me “a preventable mistake.”

My grandpa has just been diagnosed with early stage with dementia and my grandma is scared he might hurt himself or others. I saw my mom cry smoking my old cigarettes in the place where I go to be alone. She told me loved me and that my father has been unfaithful to her since I was 1 year old.

My best friend (of 7 years) isn’t talking to me anymore over a small argument over my brother and him. He told me he is planning to leave the band we made because we doesn’t see us as friends anymore.

I totally screwed my relationship with the perfect girl because I’m insecure and I come off as a defensive over possessive dick..

My psychologist put me on suicide watch due to my deep depression. So now I have to constantly report myself to him and show him I’m doing fine. Haven’t slept in 4 days and I’m starting to not recognize a dream from real life.

Losing contact with two most important women in my life at the same time is awful. Should have stayed quite and pretended as if nothing was wrong.

I wanna yell and not be heard by anyone, I want to cuss you out and tell you how I feel. How I REALLY feel. I didn’t finish expressing what I wanted to tell you a long time ago.

I can’t check my email without getting flooded with toms, sphora, and bellami notifications. It’s literally 80% of my feed and I can’t unsubscribe to it. Haha C'est la vie.

I hate weekends more than weekdays.